Upset Feeling

Sweet, bitter, salt… are the taste of life that everyone will meet them one day, just less or much. through my bittersweet experience that it passed long time ago. but it is still in my mind.

At first i and the one was just simple friend. as the time passed day by day, our relationship changed gredually. immediately, i was starting to feel that i’m so lucky that i have met the one. the one was so kind with me. all the words of the one made me pleased and happy. whatever or whenever the one needed me, i tried my best to do it all the time. sometime i forgot to have lunch cuz of doing the documents or homework for the one. And i alway helped the one during the examination or explain the lessons cuz i was afraid the one failed the exam.

The time had passed, the relationship was sweeter and sweeter. i respected, loved and regarded the one like my sister. but one day, what the one had done on me, behind my back, was broken out. the one tried to persaud everyone to hate and unsupported me. next day, a meeting to solve the problem that the one had prepared already, before i arrived the meeting place, was taken place. the words of the one and other friends [among them having a person that i regarded as brother] was like many rocks threwing on my face. And my feeling at that time was like a mountain oppressed on me. After the talking ended, i walked out but i didn’t know that my tear came out and rolled on my cheek since which time. next day i got a call from the person that i regarded him as my brother. he’s sorry me that he confused. i said, ‘never mind.’ month after month, the one wanted to make refriend with me. she said, “she was in anger and she was sorry me what she had done.” However, i still forgived her. Y? cuz what had happened is happened already. i couldn’t call or pull it back. but the relationship between i and the one is just a simple one. till now i still feel afraid sweet word. Goodbye sweet words!